hey everyone...

well i havent updated in an extremly long time so here it goes.

well not that much has happened but i went to MORP last night. and it was pretty fun, except for most of the music, yeah that pretty much sucked but thats ok. well we have a game tonight against indian valley tonight, so that should be interesting i guess....

comments please.

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exams..........

its that time again...

well friday was the first game.....it was quite fun

it was a close game and those are the best but we won...

today had to run alot at practice....thats ok because i need the exercise anyways 

tomorrow another game

conotten valley....well that one will be easy

well nothing else to say so i guess i will go now..

Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means you are strong enough to let go.

There are few things sadder in life than watching someone walk away after they left you. Watching the distance between your bodies expand until there is nothing left but empty space and silence

Let's become little old ladies together. We'll stay up late looking at old pictures, telling "remember when" stories, laughing till our sides ache. Let's become eccentric together, the kind of old ladies who take long walks, wear silly hats, and get away with acting outrageous in public places. And if anyone should ask how long we've been friends, we'll say, "Oh, forever. Since before you were even born!" Let's become little old ladies together, because a friendship that's as special as ours can only grow better through the years.

well i havent updated in a while so i think that it is about time.

well i had cheerleading camp mtonight from 4-7 and tomorrow from 9-3

it is awesome that chad is back....yay..

and tonight i am at kourtneys house with kayla and possibly natalie.

some icons for ya'll

       

           

       

     bananas in pajamas!!

well thats all for now folks......

hey..........

soo today i had to go sell candy bars at walmart and watch miranda do the dumbest cheer i have ever seen and pushups that she didnt even get money out of.  kind of a long story... anyways... last night was the game against sandy valley and we won 34-0. this friday is the strasburg game which i am excited for but yet im not because that is the last game of the season and i dont want football to be over...  

so on monday i only have to go to 1st period because i am going to see a french play in akron and then going to cicis afterwards which will be pretty fun. so yeah i guess i will go now.....

I'm sorry for everything I've said
& for anything I forgot to say.
When things get so complicated
I stumble at best middle through.
I wish that our lives could be simple.
I don't want the world, only you.Oh, I wish I could tell you this,
face to face, but there's never
the time, never the place,
So this letter will have to do.
I love you.

it's the way your heart beats faster
when he comes around,
it's the way you can't breathe
when you think about him,
it's the way when you try to talk to him
nothing comes out,
it's the way that his name alone
captivates your whole mind,
it's the way you could sit and think
about him for hours
and still believe that he's the only one for you.

what if the guy you secretly love tells
you that he has already found that special
someone, that he wants to spend forever
with. would you be brave enough to ask him
who is was? or bear the pain inside, not
knowing that it was you after all

it's weird because i still remember
that conversation we had
2 years, 5 months, 22 days, 1 hour, and 43 minutes ago...
i said "are you mad at me or something?"
and you said
"no, i'm not mad at you. i'm in love with you."

I guess I can't say that you've changed, because now looking back, I realized I never really knew you at all.

I think I really have gotten over you. I don’t
think about you as much and don’t get those
butterfly feelings every time I see you; I
think I really have moved on.

I'm you're typical girl. I cry at sad parts in a movie. I like dressing in a million different styles, & yes, on occasion, I show too much skin. I like every type of music, even if I won't admit to people that I do. Most people say that they have the uin the entire world, but I really do. I trust very few people, but try & like everyone. I tell everyone how much I hate school, but I appreciate my education. I eat junk food when I'm bored, hungry, or anytime in between. When I'm out with my friends, I go to the bathroom in those cliché groups, & talk about the boys I'm with. Somewhere in that group of boys is that one special guy. It's that boy, who every girl has. It's that boy who makes you shake & act like a dork. He makes you forget what you want to say, & make your words come out slurred. & even though he has your heart, you're not sure you want to change that.

everything will be okay in the end and
if it's not okay, then it's not the end <3

when there's something you want: fight for it. don't give up
no matter how hopeless it seems.. even when you've lost
hope. Because years from now.. you're gonna look back
&* wish u gave it one more shot; because the best things
in life don't come easy.

Isn't it funny how you can think you're completely over someone but if you drive past his house, stumble upon a meaningful song you both shared, or even get a glance of him on the street..just in an instant, it can change all that? & you start to remember the pain. & that hollow space is feeling more & more like the Grand Canyon with every second that goes by. But you bury these feelings deep down, so deep that you're sure no one will be able to tell. To the outside world, you smile & act like nothing's wrong or will ever be. Everything's just perfect.

..So fail. Be bad at things. Be embarrassed. Be afraid. Be vulnerable. Go out on a limb or two or twelve, & you will fall & it'll hurt. But the harder you fall, the farther you will rise. The louder you fail, the clearer your future becomes. Failure is a gift, welcome it. There are people who spend their whole lives wondering how they became the people they became, how certain chances passed them by, why they didn't take the road less traveled. Those people aren't you. You have front row seats to your own transformation, & in transforming yourself, you might even transform the world. & it will be electric, & I promise you it will be terrifying. Embrace that; embrace the new person you're becoming. This is your moment. I promise you, it is now, now, not two minutes from now, not tomorrow, but really now. Own that; know that deep in your bones. & go to sleep every night knowing that, wake up every morning remembering that. & then...keep going.

ok sorry guys i was really really bored....

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comments please.....